I
call my paintings visual haiku after the Japanese poetic tradition of
observing nature 'ferociously' until substance gives way to spirit.
Like haiku, they are meant to represent moments of heightened awareness
and existential beauty. I feel that focusing lavish attention on the
mundane often elevates it to the sublime. Objects become complex in
proportion to the attention one pays them.
I've used selected natural objects, exaggerated them, and isolated them
in an otherworldly landscape, thus creating a realm of virtual reality.
Looking at the paintings it is difficult to judge with certainty, the
exact spatial relationships between the background and foreground. The
physical perspectives are destabilizing, asking the viewer, in their
momentary disorientation, to imagine a world governed by laws other
than those we deem universal. For me, they evoke an alternative world,
composed of imaginary elements and odd juxtapositions, and a sense of
being an isolated consciousness in a beautiful, uninhabited universe
which is chillingly indifferent to individuals.
My latest Zen Still Life series uses a warm, dark, limited palette of
burnt umber, indian red, violet and indigo blue, to isolate ordinary
organic and inorganic objects. These harmonious arrangements are designed
to evoke a meditative state of mind. In fact, all of the 2007/08 work
is part of my Ambient Darkness series, because they were inspired by
the months of raining ash created by the Zaca fire, which made for brown
skies and bloody sunrises all summer long in central California.
The paintings are notable for their large scale as well as their attention
to detail. Each begins with a solid red underpainting, and is built
up with many subsequent layers of thin glazes, so that the layers of
color underneath reflect through, creating interplay and complexity.
Beauty plays an important role because beauty is its own excuse for
being, but the images make a point of its ephemeral nature. There is
an ecological sub-text implied by the man-made intrusions into nature
and the intimation of decay, passage of time, and global warming. Some
images may be interpreted as either pre-historic or post-apocalyptic.
I accentuate the beauty in my observations of my surroundings because
as an observer I feel I am fulfilling my highest purpose to the universe.
As Allan Watts once said, "The universe is merely using your organism
to watch itself."